Across the street at Tointon Stadium, the Crusaders were waging a spirited comeback attempt against Kansas State during the teams’ Sunday matinee. Meanwhile, in a small room at the campus’ emergency room, Scanlon sat quietly with his father.
Just minutes prior, Scanlon had escaped a bases-loaded, one-out jam as the Sunday starter, and stepped into the batter's box in the top of the third with confidence and composure.
But things changed in just a split second.
Scanlon laid flat on his back in the dirt — a rogue pitch had drilled him in the forearm, and he couldn’t feel anything. He’s been hit before, of course, but this was a far cry from the typical hit-by-pitch he had experienced 24 other times in his career.
As he slowly made his way back to the dugout, he tried to remain optimistic — he couldn’t grip his bat, but maybe he could still pitch? But reality sunk in quickly: something was really, really wrong.
As he sat at the hospital, Scanlon still clung to hope as he awaited X-ray results. He was starting to regain feeling in his hand, so everything had to be okay, right?
Then came the devastating blow: the X-ray showed a break, and surgery was needed. Tears welled in Scanlon’s eyes as he realized that as quickly as he’d experienced one of the greatest moments of his career, he now sat immersed in his worst moment on the diamond. Every emotion flooded over him. Why did this have to happen? What’s going to happen now?
He returned to the game for the final few innings with his arm in a sling, and he embraced his teammates at the airport before they went their separate ways. He felt the support from his closest friends — and all the while, he reckoned with the upcoming unknowns.
Scanlon had been sidelined in high school with injury, so it wasn’t a new experience. He already knew the feeling of the excitement and buildup of a season, only to have it all taken away at a moment’s notice. But this time around, it felt different. The stakes felt higher, and without baseball, without the opportunity to help his teammates win ball games, he wasn’t sure what his identity truly was.
In the days that Scanlon was home, Kahovec assured him that it was okay to take time to bemoan his circumstances. But at the same time, Kahovec also told him:
“When you rejoin the team, we need our leader back. We need our vocal and emotional leader back.”
And of course — in true Sean Scanlon fashion — he immersed himself in that role completely. He was able to watch from a new perspective, have conversations with his teammates that he wouldn’t have otherwise, and understand the game at an even deeper level than before. He remained an optimistic teammate and valued voice in the dugout, acting as a true veteran leader as the Crusaders finished with their best regular season in eight years and earned the No. 3 seed in the Patriot League playoffs.
Moreover, the injury reaffirmed that baseball is just one part of his identity. Baseball may have made him who he is, but it isn’t all that he is.
“That was kind of what I took out of being hurt: taking a step away from Sean Scanlon as a baseball player,” he said, “and trying to focus on myself as a person and how I can improve myself or improve others.
“It allowed me to truly take a step back and realize what's important in my life: my family, my friends, the people around me supporting me. That’s what makes me who I am.”