C.J. Hanson and family fueled by generosity, gratitude

By Sarah Kirkpatrick

C.J. Hanson is a gentle giant…in some respects.

His stature is an imposing 6-foot-6 and 305 pounds. When planted at the line of scrimmage, his composure is silent and serene — standing in stark contrast to the chaos set to spill out in a frantic few seconds. 

Once the ball is snapped, Hanson meets the moment with the snarl, ferocity and intensity needed to battle in the trenches. He has a penchant for letting out a booming yell in the weight room or on the sideline. But, an important distinction: Hanson will never yell at someone in a negative way. He’s just bringing the juice. 

“If I’m screaming at somebody, I’m almost sending energy into them,” he said. “If you're screaming at the top of your lungs, you're going to do everything at the top of your lungs, you're gonna give it all you’ve got. If you give somebody else all you’ve got, and you put that passion and faith into them, I think it only can help. It only does good things for us.” 

Along an offensive line renowned for being one of the best in the nation, Hanson has quietly honed his craft over the last several seasons, earning All-Patriot League first team honors a season ago. Entering his fifth year with the Crusaders during the 2023 season, Hanson was voted by his teammates as a captain. He’s started 30 consecutive games at right guard for a Holy Cross football team that currently ranks No. 6 in FCS and has won four consecutive Patriot League titles.

Ultimately, Hanson is a protector — both literally in terms of his position, and also in all areas of his life. He paves the way for one of the nation’s best offenses to put points on the board. When he’s home, if his mother hears a noise outside, he never hesitates to jump up and check it out. He pours his heart into unconditionally taking care of the people around him, celebrating their successes and providing support whenever needed.

“He's one of the most loyal people I've ever met,” said fifth-year linebacker and co-captain Jacob Dobbs — one of Hanson’s closest friends. “He cares so much about you as a person, and he will do anything for any of us.”

“He will always have your back no matter what the situation is,” added fifth-year running back Tyler Purdy, also one of Hanson’s best friends. “He always has unwavering support for you — whenever you're on the field, or whatever you're doing, he's always going to be one of your biggest cheerleaders.”

As Hanson goes to battle alongside his teammates every day, though, he emphasizes that he’s the lucky one.  

“It's just really special,” he said. “You don't expect these things to happen in life. And all you can really think is how blessed you are to have people around you that care for you, and want to see you succeed every day.

“These are my brothers, my actual brothers. I wouldn't want anybody in the world to stand by me besides them.”

You could say that C.J. Hanson was born to be a football player. Born two-and-a-half weeks early, Hanson still weighed nine pounds and was 22-and-a-half inches long at birth; he was fully walking at nine months old. 

Hanson began playing football at age 5, and never looked back. He took part in other sports, but his sights were set on football.  

“I always felt like I wanted to be a football player,” he said. “And I wanted to be really good at what I did.”

As part of the competitive high school program at DePaul Catholic High School in Wayne, New Jersey — one that produces countless Division I football players on an annual basis — Hanson was surrounded daily by top talent, and an expectation to keep getting better. 

If there’s one thing to know about Hanson: He’s always going to give 100 percent. Whether that’s football, video games (Hanson is an “unreal Call of Duty player,” per Dobbs), or showing love to the people around him, there’s one thing for certain — there is no shortage of passion. 

“Whatever he does, he puts his all into it,” Purdy said. “Whenever he really loves something, and whenever he cares about the people he's with, he will do anything and will put his all into everything that he does.”

For Hanson, generosity and inclusivity is inherent. He’s a kind and loving soul. He’ll always make sure he has extra food to offer to his teammates; he’ll always check that his teammates have everything they need before he addresses his own needs.

“If you have something wrong,” he said, “I’m here to help you figure it out.”

“C.J. is one of the most loyal and welcoming guys ever,” Purdy said, “And I think a lot of that comes from how he was raised.”

Enter Dianne Macchia — Hanson’s mother, also known as “Momma D.” 

When Hanson arrived on The Hill, Macchia immediately and fully embraced the role of “Team Mom.” Her first order of business: Making sure every single parent, and every single player, felt included. They were her family now. 

Simply put, it makes Macchia happy to make others happy. Whether that’s coordinating postgame meals, offering a simple hug, or lending a listening ear, Momma D is always there. During previous Thanksgiving weekends, when the Crusaders were still in season for playoffs, Macchia traveled north to help prepare Thanksgiving dinner for the players who couldn’t go home. She’s organized massive Easter egg hunts for Hanson’s teammates and their families. 

“I just love making a fuss over the kids,” she said. 

Plenty could be said about her culinary talent (fan favorites include her cookies, buffalo chicken wontons, snap peas with cream cheese and elaborate steak dinners), but more than that, she’s always helped Hanson and her children navigate through any challenges that have come their way by offering her unconditional support. 

“She’s the best person in my life,” Hanson said. “She’s 100 percent with me through anything. She treats this football program like they’re her kids — she's always been the person to do that. She's a giver.

“She’s the perfect mother. She does everything she can for her kids. She's always been there. There hasn't been a moment in my life where I felt like I was alone.”

When Hanson played football at DePaul Catholic, Macchia would routinely stop by Hanson’s practices with chocolate chip cookies and other treats for the team. One day after practice, Raees Johnson, a teammate of Hanson's, approached Macchia’s car, and asked if he could have a cookie. 

Macchia warmly offered the container of cookies, and later, extended an invitation to come over for dinner that week. When Johnson joined the Hanson family just a few days later, the Hansons then learned that Johnson’s home environment was unstable and unsupportive, and rather than traverse from Newark to Wayne via bus, it was much simpler for him to routinely sleep in the locker room at school. 

The family suggested that he was more than welcome to stay with them a few nights a week if that was easier for him. They pulled an extra bed into Hanson’s room, and what started out as a few nights a week turned into every night. 

“Things pretty much fell into place,” Johnson said. “They brought me in and welcomed me as family.” 

By moving in with his new brother and family, Johnson was able to not only focus on school and make it to campus on time, but he was also able to simply be a kid. 

“With my background, I had to grow up at a very, very young age, so I never knew what it felt like to be a child,” Johnson said. “I never even knew what it felt like to come downstairs on Christmas and open up presents — them stepping into my life changed my perspective on life. When you live in a certain environment for so long, when you're exposed to poverty and violence, you start to think that is normal, but once you get exposed to something different, you see that people don't live like that.”

Before Johnson spent four seasons playing football at the University of Rhode Island from 2016 to 2019, fear set in that he would be moving away, and wouldn’t have anywhere to return to. But his family assured him: This was forever. He would always have a home with them. During every school break and, to this day, every time Johnson returns to New Jersey, he stays with the Hanson family. 

“They didn't just step in my life, they changed me, and I wouldn't be who I am if it wasn't for them,” Johnson said. “I’m just blessed to be able to call them my family, and I love them all to death.”

The Hansons are a family brought together by ambition and providing unconditional support for the pursuit of their dreams. Hanson’s oldest brother, Tim, is an aeronautical engineer. His sister, Katie, is a zoologist. Johnson is currently a psychiatric technician with the state prison in Rhode Island, and hopes to return home and attend the New Jersey State Police Academy in a few months. 

“And I’m just a football player,” Hanson said with a laugh. 

Jokes aside, as a political science major and environmental science minor, Hanson hopes to someday pursue a career centered around protection, security and taking care of others at the highest level. And he’s grateful to have the support to chase his dreams, both on the field and beyond. 

“Everybody in my family is doing special things,” he said. “Everyone has faith in each other, which I think is truly the most special part. What everything comes down to is that believing and having faith not only in yourself, but in the people around you, can create an environment that's truly special.” 

Though he saw plenty of success and Division I offers as a high school player, there was a point in high school when Hanson questioned whether football was right for him. His junior season, despite all his hard work, he’d lost out on a starting job, and at the time, it deflated him. 

“I had a hard time in high school,” he said. “It was just a difficult environment, and up until my senior year, I didn't really have confidence in myself.”

Even short of the starting experience, Holy Cross offered him based on his size and potential alone. While he worked to gain his confidence back, his mother reminded him — as she does all her children — tough times don’t last, tough people do. And Hanson didn’t waver from his passion and his gratitude.

“He can be stubborn,” Macchia said, “but it got him to where he is today. He's not going to give up if he wants something. He's going to go for it. But at the same time, he's the kindest, most loving kid out there. He's not afraid to show his emotions at all.” 

Hanson put his faith in Holy Cross, because he could sense that the coaches’ love was there. 

“To be at such a low point two years beforehand, thinking about even quitting, and then getting blessed with this opportunity — having people show me that passion and that faith in me, it really is a testament to how big of a blessing this is,” Hanson said.

Looking back, four championship rings later, he’s unconditionally grateful that he stuck it out — not only for the success at Holy Cross, but for the ways he’s grown as a person. His confidence was restored. He’s become more and more vocal. Holy Cross is where he fits in, and it’s become the place he belongs. 

“When I got here, my confidence just kept building and building and building,” he said. “And everyone here has taught me truly what it means to be a good football player and a good human being.”

His growth, maturity and dedication have led to success on the field, but also earned him the role of captain and a valued, trusted voice for his entire team. Freshman-year C.J. compared to fifth-year C.J. provides a significant contrast — but what’s changed the most? 

“Just my attitude toward life,” he said. “This place has truly made me realize what being a great man is.” 

Johnson drove up from Rhode Island to visit Hanson during the Crusaders’ season opener against Merrimack on Sept. 2 — and as he watched Hanson help lead the team to victory, he marveled at how far he’s come.  

“Just watching him sign autographs and take pictures after the game — it was kind of surreal, because it felt like just yesterday, we were sharing a room,” Johnson said. “It just went so fast. He's a grown man now.”

Despite the season-opening victory, Hanson and Johnson spent time postgame discussing what needed to be improved and changed heading into future contests. Every day, Hanson’s sights are set on elevating his game — and how he can help his team. 

“He's never comfortable with what he's doing,” Johnson said. “He's always trying to do better. And I love that he holds himself to such a high standard, because he truly wants to be the best that he can.”

Hanson hopes to continue playing football as far as it will take him. But in the meantime, his sights are set on this Saturday’s Patriot League opener against Colgate, the team’s quest for a fifth straight conference title, and the opportunity to showcase Holy Cross’ offense as the best in the nation.  

One thing is clear: Hanson’s impact has been felt by everyone who has met him.  

“Regardless,” Johnson said, “he will always be a legend in my book.”

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